Monday, December 13, 2010

knpa lyan my mcm ny???sebulan my tnggu firdaus tauukk???

my sygggs pduih cgt2..tpy npew kmu ta pnah phm dwi my??first time,kte cple..kmu baek cgt ngn my..tpy npe mkin lme hbgan kte ase mkin jauh??kte da ta mcj n col mcm dlu..kdang2 2 mnggu skaly jewp kte mcj..npe kmu lyan my mcm ny??kmu kte kmu tasuke mcj n pgng fon..tpy npe mse mula2 kte cple kmu okay jew...my ta pham npe ngn kmu n ap mslah kmu sbnarnyerr..kmu kte kmu sygggs my,tpy npe kmu ta lyan my cm dlu???ap slah my??my ta pnah kngkong kmu..my ikot jew apew yg kmu kte..tpy kmu skit pon ta hrgai my..KENAPA???kmu kte kmu tasuke law my curang..tpy my ta pnah curang pon...my tggu mcj n col dri kmu tiap2 ary kmu tauukk ta??tpy kmu ta pnah pon ase na mcj n col my..smenjak my pndah dri MI,hbgan kte mkin jauh..tpy my ttap syggs kmu mcm dlu..tpy kmu???kmu kte smkin ary smkin hlang ase syggs kmu at my..ble my tnye knp..tbe2 kmu jwb..(owg maen2 jew la,owg sygggs kmu cgt2)..btol kew ap yg kmu bgtwu my tue???kte ta mcm cple laen..tauuk ta??kmu kte kmu ta dew mse na mcj..tpy kmu on9 fb,kmu maen tkraw,kmu maen ftsal..buleyh plak???kmu ta pnah luang mse untuk my wlaupon 5mnit..knpe???my pnah col kmu bnyak kli ary tue,mcj pon bnyak kli my sent..tpy 1 pon ta blaz..knp??bz cngt kew???my minx maaf law ggu..tpy my btol2 wndu at kmu mse tue..my tngok clalu nyerr owg yg adew cple ny..apy atawpon gdoh..tpy my???ta apy,n kte ta gdoh pon..diam,sunyi,sepi jew hbgan kte ny..knp???kte pnah gdoh ary tue,clah kmu sbab kmu kte kmu na mcj my ble cmpay umah kmu..tpy ble my tnggu cmpay 5ary..kmu ta mcj my..knp wat mcm ny??ta pnah pk prsaan my kew??ble my da biasa ta mcj..kmu plak antar mcj..my apy cgt2 mse dpat mcj kmu tue..mcm ta pcya yg kmu antar mcj..bnyak kli my bce mcj tue taauukk???kte mcj elok jew..hhmm..after tue,kte da ta mcj lme..lam smnggu kowt,law ta clap..mse tue my antar mcj,tpy bwu mcj lam 2,3 mcj..tbe2 kmu mrah2 my..kmu kte cra my ny cam na mcj clalu jew,sdangkan kte da smnggu ta mcj taauukk!!!ble kte gdoh,sdangkan tue slah kmu..kmu ta pnah pjok my..kmu mest kte..(dah ar,ta da mood na mcj..laen kli mcj laen)after tue troz kmu xeply mcj my,my col bnyak kli pon kmu bwat tataw mcm my ny ta wjud dlm dunia ny..tpy my sbar jew..my ta pnah mrah kmu..cbb my sygggs kmu cgt2..my da tadew owg laen claen kmu..mse 12/12 ary tue bufday kmu..kmu kte kmu na col my cbb dpat col free..kmu tauuk ta,my apy cgt cmpay tliz at wall fb my yg kmu na col...mcm ta pcya jewp..tpy cmpay pkol 2pg my tnggu..kmu ta col2 pon..tbe2 kmu antr mcj..(my,mlm ny ta jd na col coz ltih cgt)..ckitnyerrr aty my mcm tue..tauuk ta!!!tpy tapew la,da kmu ltih..my pon swoh kmu ttow..mse mlm bufday kmu tue,kmu adew col my 2 kli..tpy my ta prsan coz my ltak fon lam almari..tpy ble my col kmu..asyik tliz waiting jew..dri pkol 8cmpay pkol 9 lbeh..my col..asyik waiting3!!!ckitnyeerrrr aty!!!!tpy laz2 kmu col,my tnye npe tdy my col kmu ta ankt..tpy kmu kte kwan kmu pnjam fon..hhmm,ta pewlah..tpy my pk npe kmu ta bgtawu my lgsung???kmu bia jew my col beribu kli..btol2 wat mcm my ny ta wjud..an..sempat cmbang kjap jew ngn kmu..coz kmu na g maen tkraw..kmu kte ecok pg kmu na col..pg tdy sy tnggu kmu tpy ta col2 pon..sy try col kmu bnyak kli,tpy ta ankt..tbe2 adew owg ankat tpy tue mmbe kmu..mmbe kmu kte kmu ttow..my minx tlg dea swoh kjutkan kmu..cbb mse tue da pkol 1tngahary tauuk???kmu kte kmu na mndy,lme my tnggu tpy kmu ta antar2 mcj pon..ckitnyerr aty!!!my adew sent mcj ayat2 apew ntah..cdih la jgak..tbe2 after 10mnit tue..kmu sent mcj..pnye la apy my tngok mcj kmu cmpay..tpy ble my bka na bce..tngok2 kmu kte (kite break la cnang,owg da mlaz na mcj n lyan kmu)..ya allah!!!kmu tauuk,ap my ase mse bce mcj tue?????ckittnyeerr aty,sdiihh cgt2,ase cm sia2 jew my tnggu kmu cmpay sebulan..tpy,my eply mcj kmu..my kte..(my x nak)..3 kly my sent mcj tue..my hrap kmu phm yg my msih sygggs sgt2 at kmu..paztue kmu eply..(hhmm..xpewla,owg xda msa na mcj ngn kmu)..my da tataw na eply apew..cdiihhh cgt4...tuhan jew yg taw ap yg my ase mse tue..my eply jgak mcj kmu..my kte (tapew la..ta na mcj pon tapew..tpy owg ta na brk ngn kmu)..hhmm..tue jew mcj last kte..ntah ble kte akn mcj n cntct g...my cdiiiihhh cgt4..tauukk???ble la kmu na phm my???tlong la brubah untuk my..my sygggs kmu cgt4..my da ta adew cpe2 claen kmu...:(..hrap sgt suatu ary 6ty kmu akn kmbali mcm dlu......myzatul_firdaus(10/10/2010) in memoriez...:(

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